Verse 1
Prayed for time & I got it
With this time allotted
I’ma run and I ain’t stopping
In my pocket, Locked In
Back in my bag, less concerned about the optics
Though it’s nice to make a profit, my faith, I’ll never crop it
Even if that means that I’ll never see the top
Because I lift my dreams to the King, He is my rock
Easier written than lived out
Thank God, He forgives doubts
Somedays I stare at the sky, question, wonder how
We gon make it, In those moments, I be breaking
On the outside I hold it together, but inside I be shaking
I like to say I’m cautiously optimistic
But what if I’m ignoring signs of the apocalyptic
Paradise or doom, wish it was more see through
I try to read to room, but it feels like it’s in Hebrew
All I can do is keep going
Some days I’m unsure but I just hope that I keep growing
Verse 2
There are days that I wake up & wonder what I’m really doing
Pursuing a dream, been viewing, Hoping I ain’t losing
My mind, sometimes, am I delusional?
Dirt in my cuticles, should I go back to the cubicle
I listen to these voices, trying to inspire my choices
Build up the strength to take a risk, block all the noises
But what if they’re right, I should’ve went right
And I’m the fool paying the price for not taking advice
Given to me for free, now I owe these extra fees
Wish I lived more in the present than hypothetically
Fear is taxing, it charges a lot of interest
It’ll have you so scared that you don’t pursue your interests
Don’t wanna live in regret of needs not met
Even if that means for a sec I’m not financially set
Rather it’s real or fake, my fate is in His hands
God orders the steps even though man makes the plans,
selah
credits
released April 26, 2024
Written, Produced, Recorded, Mixed & Mastered by A. Regis Jones aka K-Drama.
Songwriter and producer CRFT celebrates his spirituality and family on this thoughtful debut LP, featuring Blu, nobigdyl, and more. Bandcamp New & Notable May 10, 2022